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I admit that i’ve been slacking off in my efforts of writing 500 words a day. Television, travels, laziness and forgetfulness. These are all the things that affect my output on writing text. I could also blame a certain lack of motivation, but to me, it feels more like a cheap cop-out rather than an actual reason why i have not been writing. It could also be a certain lack of commitment, procrastination and other various reasons why i’ve chosen to do something else rather than just writing and getting my thoughts down on digital paper. However, writing again, feeling the freedom of worlds building inside my mind, putting them down for future generations has inspired me to write again.
Today is a sunny day. The month of july has been rather warm, i have to admit. It’s nice to go outside, and enjoy the remaining days of warmth, until we move to August, the weather getting slightly chillier and damper. but then again, last year was rather warm as well: In fact, the weather stayed warm and pleasant to the first two weeks of september. Of course, the winter that followed was warm as well, but to a person like myself, who dislikes snow this was a welcome development. Still, one must be greatful of what one owns, thus i’ve made a commitment of going out every single day as long as the weather is sunny. It does a body good and gets me outside the house.
But on the other hand it’s very hard to motivate myself to go out, especially as i just do the regular walk around the central lahti area. I find that i’m more motivated when there’s a goal, like a cold pint of beer at the end of the journey, or stopping at some nice local cafe to have a cup of tea or coffee or a coke. It’s not that i don’t enjoy walking without rewards either, far from it! I use the time to listen to my podcasts, but during the summer months there’s less to listen to…with all the podcasts i listen going on tours and doing other things that are confined to the continent of North america. But, at least those touring things get recorded.
I am also reminded to be grateful about what i have during times when i don’t have a lot of money at my disposal. Sure i’d like to have more, but then again, i miss the freedom i have right now, even though some people might consider it to be laziness. But…Even i realize that i should use the free time i have whilst being unemployed to refine and advance my skills. Maybe this is the reason i started to write this document again. Maybe i’ll sell it after the full 30 days are done. Maybe people will find something inspirational about this. MAybe not. Who knows. still, i want to keep doing something instead of just sitting still all day, watching television. But…sometimes it’s hard to get motivated when all you have in return is polite rejection and dismissal. If only i had some sort of social life. That might help a bit as well.